And it’s all my fault…

I seriously feel like I have no friends right now. And I know that’s my fault because I suck at making plans with people and I’m so anti-social. But i try my best not to be but it seems no one puts any effort back. Whatever, I can tell my friends don’t even want to be around me, they ignore me all the time anyways and I’m constantly left out of things. And of course it’s my fault because I’m the one who should be trying to make things better for myself. But the thing is, is that I try but it never works. So all I do is wait, and stay home like a loser on Friday nights, and weekends, and any other day, waiting for something to happen, even though I know nothing will. And of course, it’s my fault because I’m the one who should be making plans. But the thing is, is that I try, but it never works out.

I blame myself for everything that happens to me.